Exciting Thursday!

Well, i'm not gonna start with weather again (Today's weather is pretty similar to yesterday weather though). 

It's Ah By last night duty today! Hooray! 4 nights alone is simply boring. No one to talk to! No one laugh with you! Boring! I am always excited when it comes to the last night. Coz i feel lonely when i am alone. Eh? Lonely when i am alone. Do you even feel lonely when you're with someone?? Is this sentence makes sense to you? Whatever. I just feel this way though.

I started my day with diet spirulina+fibre drink coz i was at the edge of having gastric.  It's not yummy, taste like milk with fibre granules with weird twist of smell. But it's okay. I can accept the taste and smell.  And now, i am not that hungry anymore.  But i still need to eat after this.  Starving is not dieting, right?

I feel like eating something beefy today. Urrghh, my damn cravings.  I'm trying to lose weight here!!  Going to dance for few hours this evening to tone up my shabby muscle.  I just found my arms a bot wiggly nowadays.  I think i lost some fat there and my skin is hanging down like old hag.  Need to tone those skin!!

I still want to lose another 5kg. I am 45kg right now but i still feel like i'm chubby! I want to be skinny no matter what! Huh! My bum and thighs are huge. My legs are like buffalo's legs. :( 

:( This is frustrating. I'm going to do some squats and lunges now. Bye!