Wish list! Dear fairy..

I got a few things in mind now that i wanted so badly.

1. Real Technique brushes.  Especially the buffing and stippling brush. Urghh.. My heart just clenched in awe whenever i saw Sam or Nic from Pixiwoo use it.  It's like AWESOME! I got Sigma brushes but i just not satisfied with the stippling brush.  It's good but not great enough.  It's not dense enough to my liking. 
2. Another black heels.  I know i got a lot of black heels.  I just need one more that can suits my jeans and my dress.  I want a studded and rugged-looking one.
3.  A nude heels? Hehehe.. Can't get enough of heels. 
4. Naked2 palette! or maybe Naked palette the first??

Hurm.. I wish.  I wish. Uuuu....
 

I feel fat!!

It's my craving season.  I ate almost every single thing that i craved for which includes Spicy chicken McDeluxe, a lot of sushi, rice with masak lemak gravy, satays and STEAK..  I hate my big appetite and big tummy. How can i have flat belly now??? :'(

I still continue with my oats and vege diet, but i get hungry at nights and ended up eating huge supper.. I should have go to bed earlier and staying up all night, coz when i did, i would eat. 

I don't see any weight gain on the scale yet.  But i can feel my face became chubbier and puffy.  Water retention perhaps? Not good not good.  Crave season, please end soon.  If not, i will be fat again.  :(

Last night, i finished up Death Note manga. I love Ryuk the shinigami! Despite the creepy face, he's kinda cute.  Especially when that one time where Raito's room were wired up with cameras and bugs and he couldn't have apples.  His body twisted upside down.. Hahaha... and i was accompanied by McD.. Bleh.. I shouldn't eat McD for supper! Waaa.... I hate my tummy!

Good BYE!

I know i shouldn't be blogging with my left hand's condition now, but i could not resist. Hehehe... Ah By, if you are reading this, please don't scold me ah... :) Hehehehe...

I am so excited to start my new life with new home and new environment.  So i decided to say goodbye to a lot of things and a couple of people.

I said goodbye to a lot of my clothes (2 big black plastic bag of them!)!!! I know someone would be benefited when i donate them.

I said goodbye to them too.  Our friendship went cold after the 12th June tragedy.  Since then, i tried hard to make things better between us.  But it didn't happen.  After 4 months of cold shoulders and seldom talking, it's over.  I do value the friendship but i couldn't stand being treated so coldly.  I missed the laughter and the fun we used to have, i wanted badly to make it happens again.  But, reality is harder than i thought.   I don't want to be so miserable anymore trying to patch up things that can't be fixed anymore and trying to hang on to broken thread.  After i said goodbye, I found myself so much relieved and my heart feel so light now.  I'm happy coz i don't have reason to be pathetic anymore.  I guess it's true what people said, "A few good friends that appreciate you are better than many friends that talk bad behind your back."

Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.  - Oprah Winfrey



I value the friend who for me finds time on his calendar, but I cherish the friend who for me does not consult his calendar.  -Robert Brault

I don't need a friend who changes when I change and who nods when I nod; my shadow does that much better.  - Plutarch

The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing... not healing, not curing... that is a friend who cares.  - Henri Nouwen

A girl doesn't need anyone who doesn't need her. - Marilyn Monroe

Ah By and I will be moving to our new home by end of this month together with Biyu.  I hope we will be good housemates and live harmonically. :) 

 I'm more than happy to start a new life with my beloved ones.  :)

Carpal Tunnel Syndrome.. :(

i have to rest from blogging.. :(

When was my last entry?

Ok... I neglected this diary again.. Hahahaha.... So what's up in my life? Nothing much.  Except for few things like Shopping, Shopping and yes shopping.

Sunday, 7th oct.

It still a day off for Ah by.  So we already planned to go out.  Went out with Ah By to few places.  First, we went for Pavlova hunt which my sister craved so much.  She called every Alexis branch to reserve the cake.  Great Eastern and Gardens branch already out of stock.  So  we went to Alexis in Jalan Telawi, which she had reserved 3 slices.  Going to Bangsar was a breeze but then we had to find parking.  It was sunday and so many human flocked the area.  We went round and round like 5 times to find a decent parking.  We parked like a mile away then walk under the hot sunny weather, i could tell my armpit was sweating!!  When we got in to Alexis,  there was a stupid waiter.

Me: i had reserved Pavlova.
Him: sorry, no more.
Me: I HAD RESERVED IT! HOW COME FINISHED!
Him: Owh.. let me ask first! Under What name? (Asking the manager)
Me: **My name**(you better have that damn pavlova or i run amok here! After all the trouble from Ampang and find parking!!)
Him:  Oh yeah, you reserved 3 slices right. Okay, have a seat first.

I saw another staff packed the cake few minutes in a paper bag later but he left it on the counter.  After 10 minutes only  the waiter said it's ready.  THE SAME PAPER BAG!  Damn you, what took you so long to realize the cake was there?!!   wtf, this pavlova better be extremely delicious after all the trouble, i thought.  Then, we were off to my sister's hotel.  She gave 1 slice for us. Actually, she reserved 3 so that each one of us can have one slice.  But we said we're on diet, so we shared.  She happily ate the 2 slices. haha..



After that, we went straight to Times Square with the intention to buy haloween stuffs, like black wings and theatrical cream make up.  We went round and round but we only found 2 cream make up which is white and silver.  I wanted black color too but sadly it was sold out.  So I tried to find the alternative for the black cream make up. Ended up we bought a Maybelline crayon liner in very black. It glides smoothly so it should be good enough to replace the black cream makeup.  We didn't manage to find black wings. We got hungry so we dined in at Sakae Sushi, where i ate 3 plates of soft shell crab maki.  They were so delicious that i couldn't resist!!  After filling our tummy with happiness, Ah by said if we go home that hour, it would be mad jam.  So we decided to watch a movie.  After thinking for so long, we finally went with "Looper".  It's only 9pm that time and the show will start at 10.00pm.  So, i dragged Ah By to sasa.  I bought a Revlon Colorstay Foundation which i wanted since few months ago and few facial masks for us to pamper our face that night.  By the time we finished in Sasa, we were so thirsty.  Ah by bought a medium sized coke (DIET JUST CRASHED!). We went in to the cinema hall at 10.05pm with happy thoughts that there would be advertisement for 10 minutes.  But we're wrong! The show already started.  We rushed to our seat which is at the top.  STAIRS!  A LOT OF IT! When we reach our seat, we were panting like a dog. Hahaha...

After the movie, we went home with smooth traffic.  Then, we pampered our face with mask after a quick shower.  Then, we both went to sleep.  Well, i couldn't sleep straight away so i tried to count sheep.  I counted till almost 1000 and still awake.  Naturally i fell asleep without realizing.

Monday, 8th Oct

We wake up earlier this day.  Still a day off for Ah by (YEAY!). We planned earlier to go out again.  This time to KLCC and Sg. Wang.  We went to KLCC first coz Ah By wanted to buy S3.  Wohoo, same phone with me!! We went to the Samsung Store with hope that the red one is available but to her disappointment, it was already out of stock!! So she ended up buying the white one. And there was also a stupid salesperson. There's never a day without getting pissed off! When we asked about something, his answer would be so stupid. Example:

Ah By: The car charger is only for the phone right?
Him: No, the car charger is to charge the car. 
Me and Ah By: (look at each other with huge WTF moment)
Me: IT'S ONLY FOR CHARGING THE PHONE RIGHT? NOT TABLET OR ANY SAMSUNG STUFFS RIGHT!?
Him: (paused) yes.

Aiyo, this fellow!! Then, Ah by proceeded with the purchase.  She used her debit card, but then the guy only try to swipe it once.  Ah By's card always fail at the first swipe but it's always successful afterwards.  The he goes again, refusing to swipe it for another time.  He said, "Your card got set limit arh?".  Ah By was shocked coz the was no limit for her card.  So we went to ATM which is very far away to withdraw cash.   After that we went back to the store, Ah By was fired up that she scolded the guy.  Heh, don't mess with my student.  Hahahahaha...

After purchasing the phone, we were so hungry so we ate Subway sandwiches.  Long time no see BMT! :')
So, when we decided to go home, we walked pass Guess exhibition (i don't know what it's called actually).  I was so attracted to this one particular bag since the week before where there was 10% discount.  So i checked out the bag again with no intention to buy.  But, the girl told me that it was discounted for 30%!!! OKAY, GRABBED AND BOUGHT! Luckily never buy the week before! Hohoho... 




Then, we went straight to Sg. Wang.  We finally found a black wings and it was unexpectedly.  RM45 for a small sized wings.  After bargain, it was reduced to rm40.  Okay la.. Take only la.

Then we went for phone case and screen protector hunt.  Ah By got her matte screen protector after few times asking around, "HOW MUCH?". Hahaha... Rm15 was a good deal hor?  She got her sim card cut for rm10 (which is expensive! Should try bargain leh!).  So the phone case hunt began.  She didn't want cheap rubber case but she didn't want it to be expensive either. Heh, who's fussy now my dear?!.

We dropped by at Daiso to see  if there was cheap casing for phone.  Of course there was no phone case in Daiso.  But we still managed to buy few stuffs. hehehehe...

We went up and down, north to south but nothing attract this girl.  And i got attracted to Cotton On which was having crazy deals.  I got myself a black lace skater dress. Hehehe... Ah By was on the edge of giving up already that time and decided to go home.  But then, it happened.  The miracle of being in the edge of giving up.  We went down the escalator when i saw a very nice casing.  It was Adidas Jeremy Scott inspired pattern! Ah By totally liked it on the spot and she bought it.  It was rm49 at first, after bargaining, it went down to rm45.  Okay la, very nice what!

So then we went home happily and slept coz the next day Ah By would work morning shift.  Well, i was unable to sleep again.  I was having this sharp pain above my operation scar and it kept me awake til 3.45am.  It must be the wind trapped in my intestine! huh.



Tuesday, 9th oct

Ah By worked morning shift this day and we supposed to send my sister to airport this evening.  So when Ah By came home, it was already 3.15pm.  We promised to pick her up at 4pm.  Her flight was at 9pm! She said she wanted to go early because she scared she miss her flight. Pftt, that's my father genes! I was already done with my make up when Ah By finished showering.  At 4pm sharp, we started our journey from home.  At 4.20pm, we reached the hotel. Smooth traffic! Yahoo!! My sister already waited at the entrance so it was a swift pick up.  The road was clear but Ah By needed to go to toilet and refuel her car.  My sister promised to take care of the fuel expenses! Hehehe... So we stopped by at Dengkil RnR..

This is the interesting part.  When Ah By opened the door and went to toilet, suddenly a very smelly shitty smell went in.  It was so smelly we wanted to puke.  It's like there were shits everywhere.  VERY SMELLY!!!!! Me and my sister struggle to stay alive with the smell.  The smell stayed in the car so i blasted the aircond and spray perfume every corner of the car.  I even held air freshener can in front of the aircond so that the smell subside.  We didn't understand how other people outside act like there was nothing.  Then, Ah By opened the door again to go in to the car.  The smell came in again! We struggle again to fight the smell off AGAIN! We thought it was over when we were away from the toilet.  But guess what, the gas station which is a mile away had the same smell.  We had war with the shitty smell for the third time.  I wondered how Ah By could stand the smell when she was fueling up the gas.  And the last war began when Ah By went in to the car again.  I was so afraid to open the window even after 10km away from the RnR.  DID NOT WANT TO SMELL THE SHITTY SMELL EVER AGAIN!!!

At 5.30pm, we reached the airport.  So after my sister done dropping her luggage, we went to Noodles to eat.  Rm12.90 for curry mee! But the bowl was so huge and the mee was awesome i couldn't complaint about the price.  We accompanied my sister til 8pm coz it would be jam if we went back earlier.  My sister bought 5 Gardenia bread apparently because the particular butterscotch and chocolate raisin is no longer available in Sabah. Heh? How come????

We finally reached home at 9.30pm and Ah By wanted to watch movie in youtube.  We ended up watching "one missed call 3".  The ending was funny though.  Haha.. Then we went to sleep.

Wednesday, 10th Oct


We sent Hachiko for grooming at 1.30pm and we went off to Jusco to buy groceries.  Before that, we had lunch at Ampang Yong Tau Foo.  After buying groceries, i went to Skin Food to buy some birthday gift for Kat which is on the 12th.

Then we hit the road again at 4.15pm, rushed coz the road would be jam after 4.30pm.  Then, we went to the pet shop again to pick him up. But he was not done groomed yet.  The lady in the pet shop said he was very fierce that he scratched and bit 2 of the groomers!! Eh, he never behave this way before.  We watched him getting blow-dry and surprised to see him that fierce towards the groomers. He hissed and tried to scratch the blow-drier! He even tried to bite when they guy groomer when he tried to pick him up to put him in the carrier.  So the guy just let him in by himself to avoid angry bites!  But when he saw us, he suddenly became quite again.  I stroked his head to calm him down and he just looked at me with teary eye.  :') It's okay my boy.  Mummy's here. :) :) :) I love you hachiko! Then we went home after apologizing to the groomers. Oh ya, he got lion's tail cut coz his tail was oily.

I made mash potato with black pepper gravy for Ah by to bring that night.  It's her first night and she left home at 7.50pm coz it was raining very heavily yesterday!  So, i was alone last night. end of post. i'm tired of typing man!!!

Yesterday: Sisters' day out.

I had so much fun yesterday with Ah by and both of my sister. It was a super exhausting day but full with laughter indeed!

At 4pm, me and ah by already at Pavilion.  My sister, Nana stays in Damansara so she was the one who picked up my eldest sister Fara from the hotel.  Kak Fara was here in KL since 2nd of October but i never had the chance to see her till yesterday.  so, we planned earlier this week to meet yesterday.

They reached Pavilion at 4.30pm.  That time, i was in Mango fitting room waiting for Ah by to try a very nice shirt out.  After Ah by bought the shirt, all of us went to ATM downstairs.  My sisters needed to draw some cash.  From the ATM location, we could see Sephora waving at us.  "COME! COME HERE! YOU NEED TO SPEND MONEY HERE. I GOT MANY AMAZING STUFF! COME!" The calling of Sephora!

And so, we went to Sephora.  The first thing i saw was the Urban decay compartment.  At first, i only saw Naked and Naked 2 palette (which i adore so much but will not buy in any time soon).  I search for 1 specific thing and then I LAY MY EYES ON URBAN DECAY VICE PALETTE!  OH GOD, I'VE BEEN WANTING THIS PALETTE SINCE I SAW IT IN YOUTUBE!!!  So i grabbed the palette. Heh. Typical me.  I want, i grab.   Kak Nana is a typical copycat. Huh! She saw me taking the Vice palette, so she (without thinking) put it in her basket too! Huh! Kak Fara was looking for a good liquid eyeliner.  So i looked around, from Lancome to Benefit to Pop to Smashbox and literally all of the BRAND Sephora carries.  At first, i introduce to her the Lancome Artliner. She totally hooked up onto it but it was not waterproof and she wanted a waterproof eyeliner.  Then, i found Stila Stay All Day Waterproof Eyeliner.  She liked it.  But when we already headed to the cashier, she said "Wait, I think i want the Artliner too".  wth. Ended up buying both.  Undecided woman! Hee..  We went out from Sephora with VERY SATISFIED FACE and POORER!

Then, Kak Nana guided us to Victoria Secret (We don't usually shop at Pavilion because of the VERY EXPENSIVE parking, so we really don't have a clue where is where).  Apparently, she was not a very good guide too.  We went round and round for 15 minutes.  Lol.  Finally we found VS.  Kak Fara always wanted their make up bag.  Very beautiful indeed! But i already have my big make up box.  So i didn't find myself wanting the make up bags.  Kak Nana went to buy a drink and we waited for her.  To spent time, Ah by did her favourite thing which is to try out perfume.  She tried all the perfumes in VS onto her hand and literally smell like a walking perfume.  LOL.. We waited for sometime until at one point, i became so bored and decided to check out my new UD vice palette! Guess what, Ah By had told me many times to check the palette.  Her instinct was right.  I should've check the palette before buying it coz one of the colour was broken!!! AH BY, PLEASE GO AND TAKE LOTTERY K! YOUR INSTINCT IS ALWAYS RIGHT!! WTF!! Have to change it straight away, but the receipt was with Kak Nana!

We couldn't reach Kak Nana.  But finally when we reached her, she was just near the escalator!  Okay, so me and Ah By run back to Sephora to change it.  Both of them decided to have a drink somewhere.  My feet was already killing me that time.  I shouldn't have wear the booties lah yeasterday. BIG MISTAKE.  VERY PAINFUL.  So after we changed the palette to a new and definitely no broken eyeshadows (I CHECKED THIS TIME), I couldn't stand the pain.  So, both me and Ah by went to nearest shoe store. The nearest was Charles and Keith in Farenheit 88 and even after half and hour, i couldn't decide which shoe to buy.. I wanted wedges since wedges was far more comfortable but there was no pretty wedges.  Ended up buying sandals which cost the same as wedges. urghhh! Nevermind lah. Next time lah! 

Both of my sisters finished their shopping at Roxy and VS when we met them again.   That was when i saw Forever 21. I dragged all of them to F21.  Hahaha... I didn't plan to buy anything there coz i had bought enough F21 that day.  Kak Nana ended up buying a pair of electric blue pump after we coaxed her to buy it. She already announced that she didn't want to buy anything else because she already had a handful of shopping bag! Haha.. we were so devilish coaxing her to shop more.  

Then, we went to the accessories section.  I could be blinded by the Ah-mazingness of the variety of accessories.  So many and all are pretty!!  Kak Fara and I tried to persuade Kak Nana to buy a really pretty necklace.  It made her think at least 5 times before deciding not to buy it.  Ahh~ Mission failed! Haha..

Then, we decided it was enough and it was time to EAT! We were so hungry! Kak Fara wanted to eat in Alexis since 2 days ago, she craved for Pavlova cake! After 10minutes of thinking which Alexis to go, we decided to go to the The Gardens Branch.  And so, we went to Gardens separately.  Just before we went to the car park, Kak Fara saw lovely lace and having a hard time choosing which fragrant for bedroom and for living room (and toilet!).  So i helped her choose! No time for being undecided! Me and Ah by was starving!!

The traffic was so clear yesterday night, we reached The Gardens in merely 7 minutes.  That included parking!! Fast hor?? 

At Alexis, Me and Ah By both having Striploin steak but with different saucing.  I went with Béarnaise sauce while she went with black pepper sauce.  I chose Tarragon roast chicken for Kak Fara and Kak nana chose chicken club sandwich for herself.  I had watermelon juice and Ah by had ice chocolate which tasted like chocolate milk that we got in school??.  Kak Fara had a very sour lime juice and Kak Nana stayed with San Pallegrino sparkling water.  

Kak Fara was craving for Pavlova but to her disappointment, there was no more left!! SO PITY! she had been talking about Pavlova since 2 days ago!! So she asked for the second best. She had pear and ginger cake instead which paired up with Vanilla ice cream. Without the ice cream, the cake tasted like the sweetest thing ever that no human can stand.  But amazingly, with the ice cream, it tasted like HEAVEN!  

We were so full after that both of my sisters instantly feel sleepy. Kak Fara still has training course this morning and Kak Nana is working morning shift today.   We went home after that.

At home, me and Ah By watched japanese horror movie: The Noroi Curse.  It was paranormal activity-like movie but with very interesting twist! Ah By massaged her feet with the foot massager  and I hanged the laundry while watching the movie.  We both slept afterwards.  

I wake up at 12.30pm this afternoon and finally finished writing this post at 2.20pm.  

P/s: The laundry are dry and smell fresh now.  hahaa...

Yesterday... KLCC..

Yesterday, we didn't get the chance to see my sister's house.  She got something sudden enough to cancel it last minute.  But, it's okay.

So, we went to KLCC with Biyu.  We was freaking hungry that time we can eat a whole buffalo.  At first, we planned to eat at Chilli's.  But it's 7pm on friday! People are literally lining up to dine in. wtf..   So, we went to 4th level where all types of restaurant are there.  I actually wanted to eat a Japanese cuisine but Ah By said she already bored with Japanese food. *sob*  We went around to see other restaurants.  There were Malaysian, Viet, Indian, Thai, Indonesian and Korean cuisine restaurants.  Both Malaysian; Madam Kwan's and Little Penang were full house.  So we only got the others as options.  I still wanted Japanese though.  But ended up choosing Indonesian Restaurant: Bumbu Desa. 

Well, i can tell you that it was a LOUSY OVERPRICED REALLY BAD SERVICED UPPER CLASS INDONESIAN CUISINE RESTAURANT!

I got the feeling that the service was not good coz there's nobody greets you at the door and shows the seat.  I didn't expect for royal treatment but wtf none of the staffs care when we set our foot in!  I stopped in front of the entrance for a while while both of them already went in coz i wanted any of waiter to find a seat for us. If not, THIS WOULD BE A BAD SERVICED RESTAURANT, i though. My gut's feeling was right.  Nobody came to give the menu after 10minutes.  None of the staffs even aware enough to notice our hands high up in the air.  I wanted to get out from there but i was to hungry and lazy to look up for other restaurant.

The waiter that took our order was rude.  He was literally doing fucked up face when he's writing down our order. wtf! It took 20minutes for our dishes to come.  Then the MANAGER showed up.  The atmosphere suddenly changed.  The waiters suddenly seemed so busy going here and there, north to south, west to east attending every customer in the restaurant.  Suddenly there were greetings from every of the staffs when new customers came.  WAAA, CLEARLY THEY WERE AFRAID OF THE MANAGER!!!

Did i mention our dishes was very small in portion despite the over the top price? I can eat bigger portion in Ayam Penyet okay with way cheaper price okay!! I was so dissapointed but nevermind i'm on diet so there's no need to eat much. Luckily the dishes was okay despite the small portion. But my mom cook 10x better lah!

To make thing sounds worse (lol), both Biyu and me ordered young coconut but never arrived.  Ah By's got her watermelon juice halfway of the dining.  The coconuts never arrived even until we finished eating.  So we called up a waiter and asked him to check.  He acted like he checked at the kitchen counter but then he went to serve other customers.  No news of our coconuts after 10 minutes.  So we called the manager up. She said, "SORRY MISS, THE STAFFS NEVER TELL YOU IS IT? OUR COCONUT FINISHED ALREADY." WTF!!!

If there was no more coconut, why the stupid rude waiter never told us.  We waited like mad people!!  I had to drink so i ordered watermelon juice.  I can tell you that roadside stall's watermelon juice is better.  It was so diluted and full with sugar! And it was freaking rm8.90 for that diluted so-called juice!

Urghh, enough of the restaurant story.  It was a really bad experience. Will never go there ever again!!!

After dinner, we went for window shopping.  But window shopping turned to real shopping! I mean, not crazy shopping but we did buy a couple of clothes.   But then, we went back home coz Biyu has to work today.

Me and Ah by were bored so we texted Eva if she got plan for the night.  We ended up went to her house for a movie.  We even bought freaking KFC (despite of huge desire to become skinny) to munch while watching the movie.  We watched TED.  It was a filthy-foul-languanges-quite-okay-movie! I can't do a movie summary coz i'm lazy.

After the movie, we chit chat a bot and then went home.  At home, i vomit the KFC out once.  My tummy was upset with me.  :(  We slept afterwards. End of story.

T.G.I.F

It's FRIDAY!!! Wohoooooo!!!

I'm so happy! Yay! I've been waiting for this day coz today i finally can go out with Ah By~

She just finished her night duties so i let her sleep for a couple more hours. Pity that girl, sleep deprived. Did 4 nights somemore.  Night duty is not fun okay! Normal morning and evening shift are only 7 hours.  Night shift is 10 hours.  10 hours of cold, sleepless night. 

Okay, that's all.  I run out of ideas again.  Apparently my brain stop processing what to write because i'm WAY TO EXCITED TO GO OUT!

Banana love!

I don't have any idea what to write but i still want to post something.  What the hell is wrong with me?

Okay then, let's talk about my plan for tomorrow. So, i asked my sister about her other house.  Whether we can rent the house or not? She said, okay.  Provided that 1 room is for her cats.  Heee... I love you sista! So, me and Ah By will see the house tomorrow evening along with Biyu.  Then, most probably watch movie or karaoke-ing?? I don't know yet.  Must plan on the spot.  Now, i'm out of topic again..

How about heels? I love heels.  I'm short.  I'm only 5ft tall.  And i'm 23years (squatting somehere in a dark corner drawing circles)!!! For me,  heels are the GREATEST INVENTION in human history!  I love strappy heels.  I adore boots! Everything that can add up to my height is great.  I can't wear pumps though. I have wide feet.  I can't squeeze my WIDE feet into narrow shoes and they're painful to walk in.  That's why i prefer strappy heels. 

My calves are big too.  With heels, they look slimmer.  Without heels, they look like hippo's legs!

So, i run out of ideas again.  Till i got something to write, bye!

P/s: This post title is somehow not related to whatever i said. I just took it from a badge on my speaker.

Exciting Thursday!

Well, i'm not gonna start with weather again (Today's weather is pretty similar to yesterday weather though). 

It's Ah By last night duty today! Hooray! 4 nights alone is simply boring. No one to talk to! No one laugh with you! Boring! I am always excited when it comes to the last night. Coz i feel lonely when i am alone. Eh? Lonely when i am alone. Do you even feel lonely when you're with someone?? Is this sentence makes sense to you? Whatever. I just feel this way though.

I started my day with diet spirulina+fibre drink coz i was at the edge of having gastric.  It's not yummy, taste like milk with fibre granules with weird twist of smell. But it's okay. I can accept the taste and smell.  And now, i am not that hungry anymore.  But i still need to eat after this.  Starving is not dieting, right?

I feel like eating something beefy today. Urrghh, my damn cravings.  I'm trying to lose weight here!!  Going to dance for few hours this evening to tone up my shabby muscle.  I just found my arms a bot wiggly nowadays.  I think i lost some fat there and my skin is hanging down like old hag.  Need to tone those skin!!

I still want to lose another 5kg. I am 45kg right now but i still feel like i'm chubby! I want to be skinny no matter what! Huh! My bum and thighs are huge. My legs are like buffalo's legs. :( 

:( This is frustrating. I'm going to do some squats and lunges now. Bye! 

World animal day!

Yes, today is the day for the animals.. :) I have a British Long Hair cat, a Syrian hamster, a couple of Roborosvki hamsters and an Angora bunny.  It only take a pony and a monkey to complete a mini zoo.  Hee..

Anyway, my cat's name is Hachiko.  No, i didn't pick the name based on the famous dog movie.  I basically derived it from my previous 3 beloved cat.  They're all in better place now. :( Chester, Shiro and rocky.  My good kitties. You probably can't relate how i derived Hachiko out of the 3 names, right? Well, i took 'ch' from chester, 'i' from shiro and 'ko' randomly from rocky.  I just add 'Ha' to make it sounds better.  So, there you go. HACHIKO.  It means no.8 in Japanese though.

The day Shiro died, we took Hachiko home.  October 2010.  He stayed with us for almost 2 years now.  :) I can't never let him go.  Hachiko or Chiko is a very playful boy and he is one hella of attention seeker.  He loves cuddles, strokes at his back and being combed.  He is fussy enough to have his water changed twice a day.  He loves to wake us up with his meow but always ended up scolded with "SHUT UP!".  He's big, muscular but never too fat.  He's the most adorable and annoying cat i have ever had.

Wink!

He's not fat. HE'S MUSCULAR

Those eyes! *Melt*

He was actually trying to surprise me. It's like BAHAHAHA, MOMMY!!!

The hamsters are in my previous post.  Woody, Chip and Dale. 

Woody has been with us for 1 and half years.  Eat, sleep, eat, sleep all day and night.  That's he's routine. He's so huge now he can't even fit his exercise wheel anymore.  He loves celery. He can even eat them while sleeping.

This is the only picture Woody seems quite awake and not quite sleeping.

Chip and Dale are the cutest tiny roborosvki hamsters i had ever seen.  They have cute tiny red feet and loves the exercise wheel so much that they always fight for it.  They even slept together in the wheel. 

CELERY! Gotta fight for it!

I don't care i posted this before. It's too cute i can't resist

The bunny, Chubbi is the latest addition to the family.  Been with us only few months. She grows up so fast in this few month. 

Few months back. Still fit my palm

I love them so much!

The BED is sulking.

I am still awake at this time, 4.34am.  The bed is totally sulking with me, coz i have not even sit on it for 7 hours now. That means, i have been sitting on this hard chair for 7 hours straight?? Okay, minus shower time, pee breaks and eh, that's all????!!

I will totally have backache tomorrow! DIE now!

Okay now my left shoulder feels slightly stiff.  It's a SIGN!

I'm coming, my dear purple-ish bed.

Maybe another 5 minutes?

Okay, after i wash my face and brush my teeth.

Ok, bye! Adios!

Ice cold green tea.

Tonight is a cold night. :)  It's quiet and calm, with occasional cold wind.  Definitely a nice weather to sleep. 

But, here i am, unable to sleep.  Like usual.  I'm hungry but i don't want to eat. For the sake of DIETING.  So I can only drink, ice cold green tea.  

Green tea is my favourite drink now.  Last few years, i was totally addicted to Coke, that not a day would pass without me gulping on iced coke.  And, my stomach had been in it's worst condition that i hospitalized for few times.  So, i cut down my coke intake slowly.  Now since i started my diet, i proudly say that i only drink coke once or twice in a month. 

So, back to green tea.  My old time favourite would be Yeo's Green Tea.  It has less sugar!  I love sushi king's green too.  Sushi king is the most generous when it comes to green tea. It's free and refillable! I LOVE YOU SUSHI KING.  Sakae Sushi has the nicest roasted rice flavoured green tea.  I just love the smell and the taste.  But nothing can beat B-station's green tea.  I don't know what type of green tea they use, but it is the BOMB!

Right now, i'm using Japanese Green Tea leaves. I don't remember the brand but it is very nice to drink. The tea is sweet even without sugar or honey.  But it one hell of expensive green tea leaves though.  It costs me Rm18.90 for an average packet.

But nevermind.  I love green tea.  :) sipping ice cold green tea in the night is really calming.  Haaaaa~~



P/s: B-station is a Korean restaurant located at the waterfront, Ampang. 

Slightly warmer wednesday.

Today's weather is almost similar like yesterday but with a slightly warmer insert.  It's cloudy with cold breeze but not too windy. Ha! What am i now? A weather girl?

So, today is like any other day. Boring.  I started to watch Atashinichi no Danshii. Funny! Can't wait to finished it up.  I need laughter or i'll die like a bored goldfish.

This few day, my head was pretty messed up with the idea of shifting out this house.  This house got everything we would ever need. Except TV, but that's acceptable! I live without TV for quite sometie now.  As long as internet is provided, i'm doing GREAT! The best thing is, we can jog within the condo area.  Safety and convenience? The sundry shop here opens till 12midnight. Double convenience. Hesitated to leave this house.  :(

I've been looking up and down in house-renting portals and websites for few days straight now.  Dizzy okay! Headache!! So, i'm pretty grumpy and agitated now.  I really hate house hunting.  Me and Ah by had seen few houses now.  They are all pretty okay but we're not moving alone.

We don't need house with luxury or full with glory. But at least, the basic things are provided and if can, fully furnished! Why? Coz we don't want to buy any furniture. It's just troublesome!

Let me be honest here, I don't find house hunting amusing.  It comes with the troubles of calling people up, going to see the houses,wasting time and energy! So, don't ask me if i had call the particular people yet. I DID! In fact, we called around 10+ people now! Some are above the budget, some are unfurnished, some did not answer, some are taken! 

I'm hoping for the best for the available ones. 

If this hassle continues, we prefer to stay here.

They think they're holier. But they have big mouths!

I really hate this type of people.  Wtf is wrong with you people!  You don't even know me, leave alone about my life. But with your pea-sized brain, you open your big mouth and spread gossips about me.  I was surprised by your holiness when you said i definitely go to hell. Wow, so holy lah u! Pijak semut pun x mati.

Hello, wake up! If I am going to hell, you sir will go to the most damned HELL! You who spreads the bad words about me and humiliated me with your gossips.  You are worst than me.  I do not care about your life, to hell to talk about it. You think i'm so free to talk about you whom i only know by name and nothing more?? So why do you even care about how i live my life?? Old gossip-mongers bastards. I do not have respect towards you. Old does not mean wiser, dammit!

I know i have better life and you are just freaking jealous of it.  My life is fun but your life is a sad story. F**k you.

Water battle.

I only drink bottled drinking water.  Coz here in kl, the tap water is full with chlorine and of course, oxidized iron.  So, I do not want to risk my kidney.  Plus, it's easier to monitor my water intake, i need to drink 3L of water everyday.  Also, it's clean and easier to drink. No need glass whatsoever.

So we always ordered 1 box of bottled waters from the sundry shop.  Almost every 5 days? 1 box come with 12 1.5Liter bottled water and it only cost us rm7.50.  It's only rm0.63 cent per bottle.  Cheap leh! And it delivered to our doorstep.  *grin* cheap and no hassle!!!

Well, it's not always that good. You see, most of the sundry shop workers are non-local.  In other words, they have really bad understanding of both English and Malay.  Forget about chinese lah! So every time we call them, we have to repeat over and over again! And they're always late.  When we call again, they always give same excuse, "sorry, i suda lupa la encik." Haiiihhh!! Encik kepala hotak u.  We both gadis ok!

This evening, ah by called the sundry shop lah.  The one who picked it up is the one with the worst english/malay understanding.  Ah b have to repeat like 4 times very slowly. And then he said ok la.

20 minutes later, still no sign of the infamous trolley sound (when they're delivering the water, they would use a very noisy trolley, we can hear it from the room).  No sound of doorbell being pushed or grill being knocked (the water deliverer is very urrmmmmm, tuuuttt. for the 100th times we asked him to ring the bell, he still knocked on the grill!)

So ah by call again. This time furiously lah.  Coz every single time, we have to call back to make sure that they do not forget to deliver the water!

Ah By: Just now i got call for the water. You forget again is it?
Shop guy: what unit? I don't know (With heavy foreigner accent)
Ah by: I repeat 4 times already just now.  It's Block C, Level *, No. **
Shop Guy: What?
Ah By: repeat again.
This continue for another 5 times. Then the Guy passed the phone to Guy B.  This one can understand Malay a bit.

Ah By: (Angry) Saya repeat banyak kali kenapa x faham faham? (Repeating our house unit again)
Guy B: Apa? Ulang lagi. Tada faham la.

Ah by passed the phone to me.  Too angry dy.

Me: HELLO! U DENGAR K? BLOCK C-*-**. OKAY? FAHAM? (Very loud! Quoting the unit number very slowly)
Guy B: Macam ini baru sy faham. Kalau mcm tadi laju laju saya tada faham la encik.
Me: Okay. Hantar sekarang tau.

Aiyo, i can knock my head on the table lah like this!! Wasting credit only.  They delivered it after 20 minutes tho. Haiihhhh... Macam ini, saya boleh bukak silat flying mantiss kick la dey!

Cold Tuesday!

Today is pretty. Cold wind sweeps right through the big windows in my room and man, i wish it will be like this everyday.  KL's weather has been quite annoying these days.  Sometimes it rains heavily, sometimes it's hot and dry day and night.

And my life has been like the weather.  It's happy, sad and everything in between.  But i'm trying to stay positive.  I have accepted that i don't have many friends and i think i grow accustomed to it.  I want to live happily even without them who said i am their friend but then threw me away like a piece of shit.  Guess i've no longer been useful to you, huh?

Not everybody that looks good to you is good for you! - Tony Gaskin

He's right.  I am better with few who stands by me, rather than many who only looks good with me. 

I supposed to start the 13-days diet today.  But how la... I had oreos on my right side and mister potato on my left.  I can grab either one within 1 second.  I'm trying to control myself. control. control........

Okay, i'm in control. For now.  Beat the sugary chocolaty sweet oreos and the salty tomato flavoured chips!!  Yeah, in control. I didn't grab any one of them. Yet..

But i'm freaking hungry la wei... :(

Oh, ya... Here's a load of cuteness.

These two are my Roboroski Hamsters. Cute hor? They are Chip and Dale!




And this one is Woody, my Syrian Hamster.  He's huge and super fat.  You can see that he was eating celery and sleeping at the same time.

Mei Chan No Shitsujii!

After watching "My boss, My Hero", I sort of got addicted to watch Japanese drama again.  Japanese dramas are great, funny and unusual.  By unusual i mean, sometimes it based on mangas and pretty much everything is beyond imagination and exaggerating.  Compared to Korean drama, Japanese dramas are way out of reality, but in a good way! 

Mei Chan No Shitsujii is a drama based on manga.  It's about a girl who just discovered that she belongs to a rich family line after her both parents passed away in an accident.   In order to put her parents remain together, she has to be the successor of the family.  To prove she's worthy to inherit the company, she has to go to a private freaking expensive all-girls schools where every girls has their very own butler.  And to her service, is a No. 1 S-rank butler which is most wanted by many rich girls.  She was poor daughter of Udon shop maker and knows nothing about being rich. Can she blend in or will she give up?

Well, that's my best synopsis.  I'm not good with drama's summary. sorry! Haha.. I finished the whole 11 episodes in one go. I hate to wonder what's going to happen next so i decided to watch it till the end! :) I'm crazy right? Now, i'm having headache.  Thanks youtube!

I have to sleep now.  It's almost 4am in the morning. Hello eyebags! Good nite!

I have a problem with my temper.  Really big problem. I can be mad in seconds and still be angry for the next days. I get angry pretty quickly too.  Sigh~ I tried to control my anger. I have lost few friends due to my uncontrollable anger.  Which i'm not proud of and regretted.  I want to be at least, less angry? So that, i won't be an ogre towards my loved ones..

I need an anger management ASAP! Someone please tell me how to be more patient, please.